A Martyr complex: One who seeks out suffering or persecution to feed a physical need or desire to avoid responsibility.

Certainly there are many people here who do not trust me. I have in the past done things which were considered shady or downright suss. I don’t deny that I have been untrustworthy or that people are in their right to distrust me.

Have I not been taking steps to be more honest? I’ve certainly been upfront with many things I may have hidden in the past.